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Sunday, August 10, 2008
at 10:38 AMwe were frens i dunno wat happened that cause us to drift apart i dunno whether wat u said back there was true i dunno if u reli feel hurt and pissed deep inside ur heart u said that u dint come to me i did or did i who was the one who started toking to me who was the one who asked why i had no frens who was the one who started to ask me to make frens who was the one who asked me to go to camp was it during camp that it happened i noe im a whinner im sry but u dint tell me wat happened u juz went u noe how it hurts for me you said we were juz good frens then u turned ur back on me when i smsed u u juz asked do i reli treat u as a fren i mean u said it urself we are good frens wat happened i tot we were supposed to be one big family ONE FOR ALL ALL FOR ONE but when have yall ever treated me as family LOOK INTO UR HEARTS AND ASK URSELF HONESTLY WHEN HAVE YALL EVER TREATED ME AS FAMILY yes i got yall pumped cos i dint noe the rules but when have yall ever taught me wat to do yes i got yall scolded cos i dint noe wat to do but when have yall ever taught me wat to do yes i got yall pissed for asking wat to do but yall nv taught me wat am i supposed to do dun u noe i feel lost dun u noe i feel left out dun u noe i feel that i dun belong yes i noe yall have been a squad for one year and its hard to accept someone suddenly and sum1 who dunno anything its so pathetic that i only have one person in the squad that will teach me sumthing when i begged yall to teach me yall all turned ur backs on me and when i get u pumped yall hate me for it i mean im sry but yall nv teach me anything its hard to accept someone new i noe but for yall is 40 sumthing ppl accept one new person for me its one person accept 40 sumthing new ppl its sudden for me too and cant yall dun judge sum1 by their looks by their outside appearance that gives u no time to look deep inside their hearts u noe i see sth that i think its reli true it goes 'if ure pretty on the outside it doesnt matter how irritating to the core u are' all i ever wanted was juz to be like ur family during the journey i have sum1 to tok to to joke wif to tell my troubles so that i dun needa pour all my troubles onto a blog for the whole world to see but now it seems to me its imposseble some ppl they can live without frens some ppl they cant im the second kinda person and btw I DUN LIKE SIDDIQ ANYMORE SO STOP UR SIDDIQ-ING WHEN U SEE ME COS IT IRRITATES ME YES I LIKED HIM LAST TIME BUT THAT WAS LAST TIME NOW HE IS JUZ IRRITATING ME COS YALL KEEP SCREAMING SIDDIQ SIDDIQ SIDDIQ THAT IS TOTALLY STUPID COS I DUN LIKE HIM ANYMORE SO SHUT THE HELL UP yea im pissed now so juz leave me alone and f-off il be better the nxt time ---------- yea im pissed but deep inside theres a sadness clinging onto it no one can see it no one can sense it why issit that someone who betrayed me that became my fren for life why issit that someone who broke my heart that became my fren for life why issit that someone who was always there for me that turned their backs on me in the end i dun wanna lose my frens that were once cl0se to me i dun wanna drift apart from my frens i still love them but they dun anymore it hurts deep inside my heart but nobody noes it they think im perfectly well and im sad cos of some stupid guys im sry to vulgar here i noe its ruiyings blog not mine but since im 'forbidden' to have one im sry i could only use this cos lately im feeling confused and angry and stupid and sad and f-up im sry reli reli sry --------------- you noe who i am only a reli angry person would do this only a reli mad person would post here like this if u dunno who i am then too bad cos im not telling u maybe i would one day but not today  |
 
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